first driving lesson tmr! at 8pm! ubi! omg.so far.. and i may have to work on sat. down wif tekong cough. sighz.

unreasonable.

blogging at this unearthly hour when i should still be slping only serves to let u noe that i have nt been fired.

wad shld i blog abt todae? haha i went to the beach wif my dad to see him fish, and it rained. so, we stayed for a grand total of half an hour~! haha..but i like that strip of beach. nice=) to stand in the rain is fun, frolicking till the wind "capsized" my umbrella.

i still prefer writing to blogging.. juz that to take out pen n paper seems harder than switching on the com. aint i lazy. hahah

i got a personal aim: to get on dean's list.. not every semester, but once would be good.. hahaha and to maintain a CAP enough to let me stay on in hostel.. =p think too much ar? hahah and yes i've changed the skin again, cos i too free la.. rotted today.

i dont think i love him enough, he loves me just so much..
but i know now, i dont want to lose him..
i love u dear..

there was a man who was asked to try a suit by a salesgirl, and after trying it, he mentioned that the left pants leg was too short, and the salesgirl asked him to bend his knee. he said the left buttock was higher than the right, and the girl asked him to qiao4 his buttock.in the end, the man bought the suit and wore it out one day. two old ladies saw it, and commented:"poor man, to be born with such deformities, but the suit does look good"

some of us change ourselves to fit into the people around us, some of the changes can be positive, such as curbing our tempers. others can cause us to lose ourselves. but why do that? aren't u supposed to learn to be happy with wad u have n hu u r?

i like tanya n stefanie's "yuan dian" and shi kang zhong n shin's "ai zhong fei xing". send mi if u haf! hahaha

read ql's blog, set me thinking.. hmm..

learning driving makes me feel so grown-up, but having to pay for it makes me so sianz.. i guess this is growing up for me ya? haiz... it's so much resposibility. i guess university days are gonna be the last of my untrammelled youth.. carpe diem! yet, as i grow up into an adult, something fades within me, the child inside me.. let's just hope this inner child still does show itself at times.. to think that all children wanna grow up and all adults wanna become children again.. hahaha so not funny

a father brought his son to the countryside to stay, hoping to show him that there are people who are poorer than them, and thus learn to treasure things. at the end of their stay, the father asked his son what he thought about the countryside, and the little boy replied:" these people have 3 dogs, while we only have one. while our view ends at the end of the lake, these people can see the whole horizon. we have walls to protect ourselves, they have friends to protect them" it's just a matter of perspective,and i think the little boy already knows that they are poorer in somethings.. just something i heard on 933

actually i wldnt mind staying on at MOE, but then it's in the west! roar! haha so i shall quit on 29th, or get fired. either way, i'm leaving the job.. hahaha

i'm going taiwan~! anyone? hahah 7th june..for 7 days, $900+ with hotel n 90% meals inclusive..think this will be my last family trip.. shall go to play theme parks!!!!!!!!!!!=D

i think i blog too much rubbish recently.. in the past at least there was some kind of thought evident. now it's just rubbish. perhaps life has been too easy for me since i started working. that is so not good.

keep wanting to slp early, but finding it extremely impossible.. the past 3 nights, my bedtime was 2am, 2am , 2am. hahhaha and i watched two spongbob stories last night. it was supposed to be from the movie, but i'm thinking it's a pirated dvd , so i'm not sure.. haha

do u noe it's hard to be a private driving candidate? so troublesome..

and all i wanna do now is slp n slp.. after apr i'm gonna rest for a wk while finding a job.. n i spent awae the money i jus deposited! hahaha dumb hor? but the bag i like, even if it's ex. hahah

oops, this is the complete guys group photo..but still only 3 wif hair..hahah 

"when a man loves a woman"--doesnt the title sound nice? ya, i guess that's the kind of love that lasts, the final half an hour is so touching.. =)

haha i shall apply for whatever things i need to get that qualified driving licence tomorrow! =D

i bought clothes today! (though i spent quite some money)but i'm happy! hahahhaha i belive i'm at the happiest state of my life right now.. but wish i could have more fun, plain old child-like fun=)

we should always look forward, not backwards, and hindsight is thus a rather useless word in the dictionary..

3 strong gers!climb monkey bars take photo still so happy.. haha 

e first grp photo in dunno hw long~ 

all the girls who wnt for e bbq! 

all e guys who went for bbq..and only 3 with hair.. haha 

working life is sianz. more people come and ask me out leh! parents not at home, life quite senang.. hahah budden i miss them. the whole house like so empty, but i like it this way too.. =)

yesterday i was happy cos we had a lame night. today i'm happy cos i'm listening to jay now, and finally online. =) actually lotsa things make me happy, but with the intention of not being too repetitive, i shall not say those things i have mentioned b4 rite? =p

working till 29th! tmr n nx fri no work! yay~!

i went up to the finance division today, and i didnt encounter smelly faces~! yay~! and i like the jasmine flowers scent on my way home from the bus stop! =) nice dinner with ql n joyce tonight!breakfast tomorrow with my parents! meeting dear tmr nite!~ n starbucks on wed nite! yay~!

read the straits times, and there was this columnist asking that we should all take time to count our blessings, even one small one each day would brighten us up considerably and make us happier.

my blessings list today:
1. to be born into a financially stable family who loves me, so that i shall never feel alone and lost,nor end up sleeping on the streets.
2. to have found a person i would like to treasure, and don't wanna lose. =p
3. to have fantastic friends who are there for me when i need them

i feel happy~!

i've decided i dun wanna lose u..dun wanna hurt u anymore.. juz wanna be wif u n love u each and every single day.. i dun wanna be a pessimist le..believe in our happiness =) *muackz*

nus open hse was tiring... i think we walked about 5 bus stops in the 2pm scorching sun? hahaha anywae i brought back many things to read, so hopefully i can make a choice i want n like..

the bbq had quite a high turnout.. but the certain guy who disgusts me, i shall blacklist him. and hanjing jianwei and roy are nice people. =)

certain songs certain places remind me of certain things, but these things shall always, now and forever, be mine, and only mine to know. i guess that's what makes those memories special to me. even if i told you, you wouldnt understand.. =)

and i gotta let my right ear hole close. damn. keep bleeding. got anybody juz wear one earring not?=p

everybody's considering what they should study where they should go... and yet, i'm still dreaming..do i know what i wanna study? do i know if i really like that course so much to specialise in it? hmmm

the week just flies by... wow i'm so glad tomorrow's friday! TGIF! hahah busy weekend ahead! nus open house on sat, bbq at nite, and maybe ntu open house on sun? my parents are gonna miss mi! hahaha and i wanna go out with ql on tues or wed! yay!

life at moe is slack, and boring. zzz. but i like my colleagues, the temp ones=) and i should be successfully sacked on 28th! if not i will quit! hahaha and why don't i know how to umpire? wahlao.. chance slipped by

had more to blog initially, exc that a few people called and i lost my train of thought. nvm! =)

everybody's considering what they should study where they should go... and yet, i'm still dreaming..do i know what i wanna study? do i know if i really like that course so much to specialise in it? hmmm

the week just flies by... wow i'm so glad tomorrow's friday! TGIF! hahah busy weekend ahead! nus open house on sat, bbq at nite, and maybe ntu open house on sun? my parents are gonna miss mi! hahaha and i wanna go out with ql on tues or wed! yay!

life at moe is slack, and boring. zzz. but i like my colleagues, the temp ones=) and i should be successfully sacked on 28th! if not i will quit! hahaha and why don't i know how to umpire? wahlao.. chance slipped by

had more to blog initially, exc that a few people called and i lost my thrain of thought. nvm! =)

stepped into trainee teacher unit early today, and was greeted by a smiling face. a face i have gradually come to like quite alot. not one of those "ya, i see you" kind of face, but a genuine "i care' face. i'm touched when venkat stopped in his slow painful walk to talk to me. he has more physical inconveniences than others on that floor, but he is one of the most cheerful people too. i admire him for that. and i unknowingly caused him to be scolded by molly, felt so bad. yet he still smiled at me.. why cant we learn how to count our blessings and smile at the little things that make life meaningful? happy or sad, life goes on..so why not embrace each day with a smile? =)

keep thinking about that night i made you cry, i'm sorry..everytime i think of those words you say, i feel i'm not good enough, but yet, because of your words, i feel so loved. thank you dear, for loving me so much, so deeply..

*~to love and to be loved is to feel the sun on both sides~*

yay! watching howl's moving castle later with dear! hee =D

going out with hong leen tingyan and weeinn, hopefully yinjie and shell comes along too.. =)

ya, anyone wanna ask me out hor, i free on mondays to fridays. hahaha 530pm to 10pm =p

i have completed my list of movies-to-watch! now i want HITCH!

dun give up. not now. still too early. take care everyone =) love ya!

feel like watching a movie right now. on my own. just to walk alone in the world. haiz.listening to yanzi's 'hen hao'

one stupid line from CLOSER is stuck with me. cant believe how natalie portman's character can say this. it would have hurt like hell. "There's only one way to end a relationship: 'I dont love you anymore, good bye.'"
and only thing happened to cause this breakup. but i think it's possible..
why did jude law have to insist on knowing the truth? the truth which she cant say, and did not want to lie about. being so insistent can drive a person to her end, and cause her to choose to give up. just like that. i think i can be like her too.
and i did.

and the results post:
maths -B
physics-A
chemistry-A
general paper-B3

basic theory test: PASSED!

i know it's just a lovers' tiff. but little things accumulate. looking back on this day, i dont know how you will remember it. but i shall remember it always as the day when my carelessness and insensitivity caused your unhappiness yet again. the first time since 270104 that we stood so far apart.

didnt want to take a cab. could stand you not talking to me on the bus, wont be able to stand it if you didnt talk on the cab. and that was what happened. i know it sounds insufficient, but i apologised. and you still didnt talk to me.

hush, stop crying.

roar.. tmr's the dae. let's c hw it goes. stressed. scared to fail evrybody's expectations. dun wanna hear disapptment in mum n dad's voices. dun wanna shed a tear lend a shoulder dash my hopes break my heart.